Dark Day

I woke up this morning, unfortunately, and almost immediately realised its one of them days. It’s 9:19am as I write this and the day is already up the shit in my mind.

Why?

Don’t know really, can just feel it.

I woke up this morning around 4:30 ish and lay awake in bed thinking, not about anything specific but just general mid morning halucinagetic thoughts of half dream and half nightmare. A million thoughts going through my head and yet I can’t focus on any.

But I knew!

By 5am I knew that today was going to be yet another one of THEM days. Yippee!

I faded on and off to the light sleepy dream world a number of times for 10 to 15 minutes, sparking myself awake to look at the clock. Yep, it’s still there.

I heard my wife getting up and starting to go about her morning rituals a bit earlier than normal as she was heading down to town with friends to say farewell to their friend who was heading off on permanent holidays in paradise or ….. This lovely lady died a week or so ago, so today was the big funeral day. Not a good day for my wife either, I believe. The joys of age – death.

Anyway back to the main dialogue.

It may be something to do with death floating around today that has affected my own thoughts, but generally me and the reaper talk quite often inside my universe. I’ll end up telling you a few stories and the conversations I have with numerous characters.

Anyway, back to the original dialogue.

I ended up dragging myself out of bed at 7am and greet the day with a grunt, moan and a strong cup of coffee.

Having a bit of chit chat with the wife before she had to leave for her adventure, and sat back with my coffee, toast and my dog and watch a bit of the morning comedy while contemplating the day to come.

The suns up but the darkness is hanging around. All I can do at this stage is muddle along and try to capture a little light every now and then.

Hello Darkness, my old friend!

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